October 21st, 2009

Subject: I need lithium. Time: 09:23 pm

I want to be with everyone but at the same time, I want to isolate myself from the world.

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August 3rd, 2009

Subject: It's been 40 weeks since I posted... according to LJ. Time: 11:37 am

Lately, I've been laying on this paper boat without an urn or any thought on how paper might dissolve. The thing is, I could care less. I'm going in blind... on my senior year of college, to live in this beautiful house downtown, but with a stranger who happens to need a place to reside. We have many common interests, but honestly Trish, I thought going in blind was a freshman thing. I guess after three years of meeting people at Central, I feel like I haven't met those people. Seriously, Central has the weirdest combination of people and I just feel like a floater... again.

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October 22nd, 2008

Current Location: Floor. Subject: Uninformational update. Time: 12:03 pm

I'm laying on the floor and writing in this journal as often as leap year occurs. My third year of college education... is me laying on the floor. We have this nice shaggy rug that we call the grass and it's the location of many of everyday activities. I'm really supposed to be doing a statistics project at the moment but my cat is peer pressuring me to just lay with her. I think everyday I feel somewhat useless, like the equivlent to the world's largest chair, which is huge. What is the point of this chair besides the fact that its fun and interesting. I guess I could be that chair then. But, yea, change. Change happens all the time. I feel like my life has been a photo showing the negatives and now it's an actual photo... with color and different people and me looking a little more like an orphan than normally. There are just so many things in my mind at the moment that I can't even stick to one topic or use appropriate seguays. At least I still look intellectual with these glasses on.

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April 21st, 2008

Tags: sad, ugh., unhappy Current Music: The depressing material of DCFC. Subject: For what reason. Time: 01:11 pm Current Mood: lonely

I am feeling so alone. I feel like a Buddhist monk without the motivation and happiness.

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March 3rd, 2008

Current Music: The Dresden Dolls / Girl Anachronism Subject: Piss Mondays. Time: 11:34 pm

Brendan's been gone for about two days. He won't be back until Wednesday. We talked for about ten minutes on the phone tonight. He couldn't tell me he loved me or give me his infamous smooches via phone because... his mom was there. This is CRAP. Mom or no mom, I want my love you's and obnoxious smooches. I feel like cursing or typing any possible swear word I know and perhaps copy-pasting it until this entry looks like a chapter of "Bitchcuntfuckasshole" which will win many awards for best choice of words. This break has been a buzzkill to my life. Fortunately, a select few of my friends are not in Florida or foreign lands. I feel desperate with my actions. Today, I saw Penelope. I hate watching movies in movie theatres. And I did. The movie was the first "chick flick" I have seen in a while... and I approve. I love Christina Ricci. Tomorrow, I'm supposed to go to the clubs with my friend Erica. Yes, again, another example of how desperate I am to enjoy my break by making appearances at places 30 year old men who purposely take Viagra in order to enjoy their night dancing and poking derrieres. AH. , trish.

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February 23rd, 2008

Current Music: the cardigans / erase-rewind Subject: I'm alive? Time: 09:13 pm

I just downloaded a trial version of RollerCoaster Tycoon. My life is... unfortunately too exciting tonight. Does anyone use Livejournal anymore?

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October 13th, 2006

Subject: snow, leaves, rain, ugh. Time: 10:51 am

i never realized the reality part of life until i spent my thinking time staring at the matress above me. sometimes i'm really busy & i laugh with my roomates & act like a middle schooler. but other times, it just gets sooo bad. so bad to the point that i'd rather cover my face with kleenex to absorb the emotions. missing people & things is not cool sometimes. really makes me think about life. so yea. thank god it's friday.

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September 17th, 2006

Subject: it's sunday. Time: 04:01 pm

i'm in college on my bed right now... doing nothing. & it's amazing. the weekend was pretty amazing where i saw the inner party animal of erin haynes. we had an excellent time clubbing, drinking, & yea, just being cool college kids.

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May 4th, 2006

Current Music: death cab for cutie equals your bruise Current Location: that's a new one... my house. Subject: indents in car seats. Time: 10:02 pm Current Mood: happy

i love how i take a break from this stupid thing & it goes all complicated & different. it'll take me some time to get used to. well i hope everyones been good because i have. been stressed about prom until yesterday. i've been working out & tanning so much that... i think i became sick from exhaustion. or maybe i just developed a case of the allergies. prom will be intersting. i'm going with my freind jeff from CC. the interesting part is how am i going to dance with a 7 foot tall person. hmmm. haha. but yea, i can't wait to see everyone all pretty & dressed up in their best suits & dresses. so what else. one more month of writing essays, cosines & sine functions & learning what good things to put in my body. i'd make a countdown but i don't feel like counting all those days. these past days i've been tanning, working, & chilling with friends if i have time. yesterday i went disc golfing with my fave guys & i proved to be an embarrassment to all my amatures. i had a few good throws but yea, i need some good practice. anyways, i have to get ready for bed... so. yea.

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March 30th, 2006

Current Music: two weeks in hawaii}{hellogoodbye Subject: <<<<hi. Time: 10:31 am Current Mood: okay

if you want to feel better get out of novi for a bit. last night i went down to northville & plymouth. it just felt better. outside & alive & real. i'd pick those places anytime over the mall & fountain walk.

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December 22nd, 2005

Current Music: Sunday bloody sunday Subject: Neon colored paper. Time: 08:16 pm

So I was at the login page... worried I didn't know my password... I got it in one try. Break started. Started for me yesterday actually since I didn't feel like getting out of bed to drive all the way to school. So I did some Christmas shopping like any other American on a Wednesday morning. Ran some other errands & then yoga & hot cocoa with a freind to end the night. This break, I'm not sure what I want to do... but I don't want to waste a day... except today. Today I woke up after twelve hours & did nothing. Except flip through the Serious music channels on tv hoping to discover a song that I could have stuck in my head for the five hours at work. That was a total run on sentence & if that was in The Wildcat Roar, I'm sure I'd be stripped off my so called editor role that I'm totally novice at & totally uncommitted to. I can't wait until next semester when I get to cook nutritional food & do trig. & day dream about the short story assignment due the next day. But yes. Break. Break from the ordinary I hope. I know I totally want to hang out with Melanie & everyone that I haven't seen in a year. & as dorky as it sounds, I hope me & Melanie become better friends because I wrote her Senioritis... & she seems cool. ha. I want to do little kid things like sled & make snow angels & big kid things like get totally wasted in the snow. Today won't work though... because of a big kid thing called work. Ugh. So it's been a month plus since I've seen him & because of it, I'm getting stronger & weaker. The music I've been listening to isn't even helping. I just miss him so much... & the tears that fall randomly while I'm driving home from school or to my dentist appointments prove it all. I hate this. I'm sure many of you will yell at me for either posting up a livejournal when I said I don't do that kind of stuff or yell at me that I just haven't kept any of you in touch with my life. Well go ahead. Because I miss all of you.

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October 23rd, 2005

Current Music: Onetoomany | Down The Road. Subject: Nothing like a divorce. Time: 08:35 pm Current Mood: okay

So i'm listening to onetoomany &... it's crazy. It's weird finding myself singing along when i haven't heard it in at least a year. I remember when things were different way back in the day.

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October 19th, 2005

Current Music: Deathcab For Cutie | Wait. Subject: Housecoming Pictures. Time: 03:56 pm Current Mood: happy

This is in my myspace blog too... but I decided to be nice to those who are lazy to click on a couple of links... That's bren, me, georgia & jeff... in front of a statue... in the dark... because someone was late... haha... oh jeeeeez. & that's me & bren. & my mom's finger. She didn't really know how to use my digital camera so yea... Me & georgia. At the gazebo bitches. Bren & me. My lovely lady lumps. haha. I wish they played that song at HC.. The picture bren colored on the table... yea, it's amazing. Georgia & jeff. Jeff is interesting.... hahfdajkfahhaha. Me & georgia. Outside the restauraunt. It was such a cute restaraunt (Bravo). Me & bren. I like this pic. Georgia & jeff. Yup. Me & jason... represent newspaper...hhadfajlyhaha yea right. That class...yea.

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October 16th, 2005

Current Music: Deathcab For Cutie | No Joy In Mudville. Subject: All you think in bed. Time: 02:59 pm Current Mood: happy

Last night was amazing. because he's amazing. Posting pictures up in the next entry. Pretty pretty pics.

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September 16th, 2005

Current Music: Nine Inch Nails| Only. Subject: Offbrand applesauce. Time: 02:03 pm Current Mood: hungry

Writers block on Livejournal is pretty pathetic. Maybe I'll go for the boring "this is what I did today" entry or maybe I'll go for the "I'm going to write random things that don't have transitions & are just there" entry. Either way, I think I'm failing at this whole entry thing. Life has been pretty. It's been like that for a while. But yea, something bads going to happen like I'm going to become a cripple or Lake Huron will have a hurricane. I don't know which theory to believe... do bad things happen everytime something good happens... or is it because you're just comparing the two? I'll decide later I guess. I've decided though that I'm dedicating this whole year to myself. Last year, it was all education this & ACT that. I'm glad this whole rekindling friendship thing is existant. I think I've developed into some sort of workaholic. & you know when you do bad things but you like doing them? It's sort of like that. Work is my drug. & I don't mind that either because school is easy & everyones busy minus the weekends. OKay, so I'm hoping something happens tonight or this weekend that will actually have worth to putting into an entry.

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August 27th, 2005

Subject: Across the street. Time: 07:08 pm

Second Semester My 4th Block Trig with Hundley is now my 2nd block... Is there a Battle of the Bands thing going on in Livonia? Are we getting closer or are we just getting more lost?

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August 18th, 2005

Current Music: Oasis | Wonderwall Time: 09:24 am Current Mood: happy

First Semester Human Anatomy & Physiology - Dunbar Journalism News - Cadena Graphic Arts & Digital 1 - Wendlandt Co-op - Clift Second Semester Short Story & Composition - Lynch Co-op? - Clift.... I don't think that's right... Nutritional Education - Kaczanowski Trigonometry - Hundley Let me know if you have a class with me. Well summer is coming close to an end. Hopefully, it'll come to a happy ending. I'm living up each day... even if I'm a bit on the restricted side. But I manage to get out of things. Yesterday, I told my parents I had to work from 4-9. I guess going to Hines Park & then out to Thai food is work. :) Being a human is nice because you're capable of lies.

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August 14th, 2005

Subject: ItsBeenTwoLongWeeksWithoutHim. Time: 12:44 am Current Mood: happy

Have you ever met a person that made the sun come out at night? I did.

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August 1st, 2005

Current Music: jack johnson | sitting, waiting, wishing. Subject: wow. Time: 08:57 am Current Mood: happy

i cried for 10 seconds when my chemical romance played "cemetary drive". i love that song. warped tour was fucking amazing. front row for atreyu, senses fail, mest, thrice, hawthorne heights, fall out boy & my chemical romance. 7 or 8 hours in the same spot. best time ever. pictures will be posted tomorrow or sometime soon.

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July 21st, 2005

Current Music: Death Cab For Cutie | Soul Meets Body Subject: Waiting since birth. Time: 07:27 pm Current Mood: happy

So I'm back. Actually the last entry didn't mention that my parents aren't stupid & they did find out. So I was grounded for three days. Oh I love my consequences. I can't believe that next week is the last week of July. Where did July go??? I'm going to be pretty busy next weekish. I'm looking forward to the Warped Tour most of all. There are some pretty good bands. Only thing is Something Corp. will not be making an appearence which dissappoints me. OH well. But I have the cutest teeshirt ideas. I'll post pics later. & of the concert. if you want. This summer I have been financially satisfied. Unlike last summer where I actually had to work & stuff. It all pays off. Listened to the new Death Cab For Cutie song. It's pretty. I can't wait for their album to come out in August. But I can wait... because that's August. I need to meet new people. I get my liscence on Monday. I am so psyched. I will never ever in Novi once I get it. Not that I ever am anyways... ha. I'm tired. I need to do my hair. I'm doing it wavy in these things called spoodles. They're so cool :). XoXo, trishy.

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